Everything is slowly draining me and yesterday I felt like I had reached the end of my rope. I like that I have school and work to keep me busy, with Bent gone from 3am -8pm its good to have things to keep me busy, sometimes I wish I had more.
School is just a pain, I wish this semester would hurry up and get over with already. Some days I just want to enjoy being home and clean. Oh this need to nest and scrub everything makes me so crazy and so very tired. How does one properly clean a bathtub with a baby in the belly?
Can I just say I am so grateful for modern medicine and my marvelous Dr. who calms all my fears. He is truly one of my favorite people to see every other week. But I am dreading this next visit. Apparently when you're pregnant you don't want high test scores... especially on your glucose test. So off I must go to the 3hr test and I don't think I want to hear any results. The idea makes me want to cry, and terrifies me. What will happen to the baby and me. As this pregnancy goes on, I become less of a fan. Too bad it doesn't really care.
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I failed the first time too... and let me just tell you, the 3 hour glucose test's "juice" they make you drink taste WAY worse.
It turned out I dont have gestational diebetes, but they told me to "watch my sugars" anyway. What did I eat yesterday? Oreos...icecream..candybars...ect LOL
Dont be nervous, im sure you dont have it, and if you do...it will be okay, its pretty common and goes away after you are pregnant. oh AND maybe throw in some extra ultra-sounds!! :)
Sounds like Brent's schedule is gruesome! That must be exhausting for both of you. And yes, everything about pregnancy gets harder the closer you get to the end. The good news is, there's a really precious baby on the other end of all the suffering. You'll make it!
Oh that nasty red juice. And aren't doctors the best?! :) I'm glad you have a male. Good luck with school and I loveeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I can't wait to meet "Eve" (or should I say "ive?" I've trying to protect her identity!). I got super excited this morning and it hasn't gone away! I don't want to wait!
<3 <3 <3
P.S. By "glad you have a male," I meant a male doctor!
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